Sunday, May 31, 2009

i can't believe......

sing along....

i've been spending too long checking my tongue and face in the mirror
and bending over backwards just to try it see it clearer....
but my breath fogged up the glass....
so i draw a new face and i laughed....



by the way, i just found out that SOME of my friends who i thought had always been my friends since the first day i knew them like me, or at least had a neutral feel towards me,... n i can't believe it, she/he/it made the confession during a recent dinner ....

and he/she/it said... 'ok ju, i use to hate you'......

and being the ESTP that i am, i need everyone to love me, or AT LEAST not hate me...
so it was kinda a biggy issue for me,

but hey, it's all good now thanks to the dinner that he/she/it bought....

its all good now :)

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

vrrrrooommm....



saw someone driving this car at this speed at this rpm and at that average speed..

Sunday, May 24, 2009

The Doer

As an ESTP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things rationally and logically.

ESTPs are outgoing, straight-shooting types. Enthusiastic and excitable, ESTPs are "doers" who live in the world of action. Blunt, straight-forward risk-takers, they are willing to plunge right into things and get their hands dirty. They live in the here-and-now, and place little importance on introspection or theory. The look at the facts of a situation, quickly decide what should be done, execute the action, and move on to the next thing.

ESTPs have an uncanny ability to perceive people's attitudes and motivations. They pick up on little cues which go completely unnoticed by most other types, such as facial expressions and stance. They're typically a couple of steps ahead of the person they're interacting with. ESTPs use this ability to get what they want out of a situation. Rules and laws are seen as guidelines for behavior, rather than mandates. If the ESTP has decided that something needs to be done, then their "do it and get on with it" attitude takes precendence over the rules. However, the ESTP tends to have their own strong belief in what's right and what's wrong, and will doggedly stick to their principles. The Rules of the Establishment may hold little value to the ESTP, but their own integrity mandates that they will not under any circumstances do something which they feel to be wrong.

ESTPs have a strong flair for drama and style. They're fast-moving, fast-talking people who have an appreciation for the finer things in life. They may be gamblers or spendthrifts. They're usually very good at story telling and improvising. They typically makes things up as they go along, rather than following a plan. They love to have fun, and are fun people to be around. They can sometimes be hurtful to others without being aware of it, as they generally do not know and may not care about the effect their words have on others. It's not that they don't care about people, it's that their decision-making process does not involve taking people's feelings into account. They make decisions based on facts and logic.

ESTP's least developed area is their intuitive side. They are impatient with theory, and see little use for it in their quest to "get things done". An ESTP will occasionally have strong intuitions which are often way off-base, but sometimes very lucid and positive. The ESTP does not trust their instincts, and is suspicious of other people's intuition as well.

The ESTP often has trouble in school, especially higher education which moves into realms where theory is more important. The ESTP gets bored with classes in which they feel they gain no useful material which can be used to get things done. The ESTP may be brilliantly intelligent, but school will be a difficult chore for them.

The ESTP needs to keep moving, and so does well in careers where he or she is not restricted or confined. ESTPs make extremely good salespersons. They will become stifled and unhappy dealing with routine chores. ESTPs have a natural abundance of energy and enthusiasm, which makes them natural entrepreneurs. They get very excited about things, and have the ability to motivate others to excitement and action. The can sell anyone on any idea. They are action-oriented, and make decisions quickly. All-in-all, they have extraordinary talents for getting things started. They are not usually so good at following through, and might leave those tasks to others. Mastering the art of following through is something which ESTPs should pay special attention to.

ESTPs are practical, observant, fun-loving, spontaneous risk-takers with an excellent ability to quickly improvise an innovative solution to a problem. They're enthusiastic and fun to be with, and are great motivators. If an ESTP recognizes their real talents and operates within those realms, they can accomplish truly exciting things.

http://www.personalitypage.com/ESTP.html

THATs ME alright!!

Monday, May 18, 2009

sing it to me bay-beh... uh huh, uh huh...


enter your user name, password and then............
SING IN!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

i'm on a roll.... no self control...




went to the dentist today at 11.30am this morning after 2 days of antibiotics and pain killer.
was speaking to the dr and told her how i'm feeing (pretty good) and she said...'thats good'...
so she said.. lets go to an x-ray, bla bla bla... done the xray n she said.. so what do u wanna do?
she explained that you could do the surgery now or take more antibiotics and let the pain go away and you can consider my options from then onwards..
well.... being in pain for about 3-4 days already, my initial reacting was to 'take it out dr'.... but the was another side of me which says 'man... i can here for a diagnosis... not a surgery'...
so... long story short, she explained the procedures....
1. cut gum.
2. cut a bit of the bone.
3. chisel a bit of the tooth...
4. pull it out..
simple hey? sounded pretty ok to me then... so i decided...' lets cut it open dr'...
so she gave me 2 jabs... one on the inner side of the gum and the other one on the outer side...
while waiting for the numbness to settle in, i manage to update my fb status and felt the comfort reading comments and rubbish my friends have wrote to me..
so she came... cut the gum... .. n then tried pulling it out... but to her dissappointment... it would remain inside the gum...
so she continued to cut the gum and cut part of the gum bone(gum bone??) to expose more of the tooth..... thats when i started feeling a little pain because of the local anesthetic wearing off.....'dr... i'm feeling a slight pain'.... no problem... so she took the needle... jab it in again... n to my relief... no more pain....
the process of chiselling, cutting and exposing the tooth went on for a good 45min or so... and guess what???
dr, i'm feeling a lil pain again............ not a problem... another jab of local anesthetic so sooth my pain..
well.. eventually it came out... it probably doesn't sound as bad as how i felt ... but all n all ... i didn't regret taking it out....
so finally its out.. after maybe 1.5 hours... and 2 stiches... i'm one tooth-less .... 89.8 kg....
click to view the best song to listen to before visting a dentist....



Saturday, May 9, 2009

4 moms..

wishing all moms a happy mom's dad.

1. my mom
2. official kai ma, god mom.
3. jen's mom.. mom in law.
4. mother of all niggling pain and discomfort... my wisdom tooth is coming out...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

things that pisses me off...

1. oily car window..
2. credit card statement.
3. slow cars on right lane.
4. manchester united, alex ferguson and co.
5. annoying ppl
6. work calls after hours.
7. whingers and complainers (small things like, my shirts too bright, my handbags too small, legs too tired after 15 mins walk, )
8. purchaser who compared prices all the time.. coz i always sell premium/expensive stuff
9. streamyx... when i need it.
10. XXXXXX next top model contestants
11. sore losers
12. copycats
13. form 4/5 add math
14. spam mails that gets sent to my phone.....

i guess there's more,... but hey.. its not a lot huh considering i've been in this world for 26 yrs

Sunday, May 3, 2009

post wedding photos..



of coz i was in the side of the photo.... i was the prop.....


4 of us....




man and woman at work... ilona was 30 something weeks into her pregnancy..





the hot hot model...



so during the trip to aussieland in march, Wiki and Ilona from Foto Expression gave us a free photo shoot just because....

ranked as one of the top photographers in aus and indonesia... wiki and ilona took us around sydney suburbs for a couple of hours shoot... and i must say... foto expression.. you guys rock!

say hello to new born ryan btw.....